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If you were alive. This should have been our 11th month. If you were alive.

I was listening to music just now. Then you came into my mind. Then I missed you. I just started crying. Tears of grief. Grieving and mourning because of losing you. I did not want to. I still love you!

I miss you.

Wish you were here.

March

March sucks. I lost him. I mean, I just found out that he is dead :( then I got 7th in class. Then my dance group did badly for a "competition" :( then found out about best friend. I just feel like I'm losing her too :( do I deserve all this????